Sunday, July 09, 2006

So, it's sunday morning......

So, it's sunday morning, and i just finished breakfast and a grande coffee (black of course!) down at the coffee shop. I decided to have a nice relaxing sunday morning, checking my email, mailing some friends, and of course posting here!!!

I realized while reading over previous posts, that i sometimes promise to do something later (for example, posting pics of my puppy) and then not following through. For future reference, most of my posting occurs during work between patients, so i post, continue on with patients and by the end of the day, forget what i posted, therefore making all of my promises unfulfilled. I apologize now for any unfulfilled future promisings!!!

So the last few weeks have been a stuggle for me. A struggle to get up in the morning, and an even bigger struggle to get to work!! I have been talking to Jenna (my incredibly gifted girlfriend who is very intelligent, very detail oriented, extremely observant and of course very quick to give me her take on anything in my life) about it, and here is her explaination on my lack of working will power (Note: this is a synopsis, not word for word): Since I am fully aware that in a short 6 months i will be undertaking the biggest journey of my life, I mentally don't want to be a medical assistant anymore because that is not my course in life. So, it's hard for me to get up and to continue on in a postion that in the end will benefit me zero times over!!! And she is absolutely right!!!! It's not that I don't like working for the doctor, I value his input, experience, and wonderful opportunity he has given me. I just know in my heart and mind that my time is up there and knowing I have 6 MORE MONTHS is equivalent to being a honeybee trapped inside, seeing the wonderful and glorious sunny day outside, and banging uncontrollably into the closed window 1000's of times over!! Of course, I will suck it up and continue on, at least until december comes or I win the lottery!! :)

By the way, Jenna has informed me that blogs are very un-cool, and that she would never read my blog EVER!!! I guess she will be missing the wonderful comment i just posted!!! Too bad for her!!! :)

Okay, time for me to do something with this lovely day. I hope you have a great day, be safe, and i'll be posting again soon!!